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07 April 2007 @ 04:06 pm
QaF Fic "Through a Mirror, Darkly" Chapter 15  
Hello everyone!

First off - I'd like to say Happy Easter to everyone out there!!!!!

Tomorrow is going to be a blast - hopefully the weather will be nicer than it was today. I've got eggs to hide.

I will respond to feedback for the last chapter and this chapter and anything else I've posted. I've just been busy writing, writing, writing. I'm also working on my What If challenge fic.

I hope you like this.

I would like to say a big THANK YOU to shadownyc for doing a quick beta for me! Thank you!! *hugs*

And now, enough of the chit chat....

I give you chapter 15

Spoiler Warning for this fic - Enter at your own riskCollapse )

Title: Through a Mirror Darkly
Chapter: 15
Pairing: Brian/Justin - duh!
Genre: Angst/Horror
Warnings: Character Death but not what you think.
Summary: Takes a strange turn at the end of Episode 217, when Brian goes to tell Justin about his new partnership.

Disclaimers: I don't own Cowlip or the boys. I am not the Easter Bunny - but I am to my kids.

Author's Note: For the purpose of this story - Justin never went on the trip to Vermont since Mikey was a good friend to BOTH Brian and Justin and convinced Justin to stay and wait for Brian.

Author's Note #2: You can pronounce Cthulhu ka-too-la.

Chapter 1 Brian comes home from Chicago
Chapter 2 Brian tries to get some answers
Chapter 3 Brian confronts the blond in his loft
Chapter 4 Brian runs into Kip
Chapter 5 Brian learns who Justin is
Chapter 6 Brian and Michael learn more
Chapter 7 Brian gets some answers from Justin
Chapter 8 Brian goes back to the loft
Chapter 9 Brian talks to Lindsay
Chapter 10 Brian goes to the diner
Chapter 11 Brian reflects on the situation with Ben
Chapter 12 Brian keeps looking for answers
Chapter 13 Brian learns some hard truths
Chapter 14 Brian remembers something

Chapter 15 - Brian fucks upCollapse )
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
bjgirlghbjgirlgh on April 8th, 2007 02:33 pm (UTC)
no no its not right i didnt except this happen why justin is acting like this?i thought he thinks its very romantic dont tell us that justin will go for ethan plz just dont do this i really want to see that brian will tell him that he loves him it will be great
Maria: angst BJ Desperationslave_o_spike on April 9th, 2007 02:25 pm (UTC)
Ethan's not in the equation right now - that I can tell you.

This is late S2 Justin - with his low self confidence and everything, this is how I think he would react.

And our Brian? Methinks his walls will be a lot thinner from now on once he comes back.

:) Thank you!!!
lexa4227lexa4227 on April 8th, 2007 07:17 pm (UTC)
Very intense chapter. The other Brian defintely fucked up with Justin while canon!Brian is searching all over for Justin. Canon!Brian has his work cut out with Justin. *sighs* Looking forward for more.
Maria: angst BJ Betrayedslave_o_spike on April 9th, 2007 02:26 pm (UTC)
Yes, other Brian majorly fucked up and he doesn't even know it!!!

I think he really thought that Justin would have liked it. What's funny is that early Justin would have. Not post-I want you safe Justin.

Thank you! More soon!
iamastarin2006 on April 8th, 2007 08:39 pm (UTC)
I feel good and bad because I know that at one point Justin did want that closes with Brian but glad becuase that is not his Brian....

But I feel so bad for our Brian he is in so much pain .....

happy easter : hope update soon plz. kaylin
Maria: angst BJ Betrayedslave_o_spike on April 9th, 2007 02:28 pm (UTC)
Yes Brian and Justin are both not liking life right at this moment - and they don't even know what's really going on!

As I said before, pre-I want you safe Justin would have been fine with this, but not now.

Thanks and more soon!
Hannah: QAF Brian Life Sucksherberta2006 on April 9th, 2007 01:19 am (UTC)
MEEP! There's so much angst! All the time angsting! I'm looking forward to the next chapter :)
Maria: Angst BJ Missing Youslave_o_spike on April 9th, 2007 02:28 pm (UTC)
Yep - this story is rife with angst!

More soon and thank you!!!!
pye_wacketpye_wacket on April 9th, 2007 01:45 am (UTC)

HEY where did you go????????? IS that it??????? You are not going to leave me hanging now are you?????????? QMG??? I need some drugs!! I'm depressed enough. now this ugh!! this is all I have to look forward to. Please update soon.
Maria: Angst BJ Missing Youslave_o_spike on April 9th, 2007 02:30 pm (UTC)
More coming soon. I promise!!

I can't leave you guys hanging too long, now can I?

Thanks. :)
adelais_liliadelais_lili on April 9th, 2007 06:57 am (UTC)
Happy Easter back.

Thanks for this another great chapter. This was very sad but also lovely.
"Brian was letting him know, in his own way, he just didn't care anymore."
That line just broke my heart. I hope you'll make everything alright soon as possible.
I really love everything you wrote so far. Hugs.
Maria: angst BJ Betrayedslave_o_spike on April 9th, 2007 02:32 pm (UTC)
Thank you for that - 'sad and lovely.'

I will make things right, never fear.

And that line was meant to break your heart, just like Justin's.

Thank you again. More soon!
girloftheburbs: If I close my eyes maybe it will go awaygirloftheburbs on May 17th, 2007 04:45 am (UTC)
OMFG!!!! I want to slap AU!Brian silly for breaking Justin's trust!!! Oh no....!!

I'm glad canon!Brian found Daphne, but I'm anxious to find out what he tells her since, clearly, he has to find a better cover story to tell her! :O Thank god the next chapter is posted!
Maria: angst BJ Betrayedslave_o_spike on May 17th, 2007 05:24 am (UTC)
I know!!!!! Me too!!! *slap slap*

Yes, Brian found Daphne...

And hey! I'm following you...
(no subject) - girloftheburbs on May 18th, 2007 05:12 am (UTC) (Expand)
rosy5000: Brian bluerosy5000 on October 2nd, 2007 05:45 am (UTC)
Brian2 better not have royally fucked everything up with his selfish fuck up. I'm glad Justin was smart enough to pull away.

Yay! Brian finally found Daphne... hopefully he'll start getting some answers now.
Maria: angst BJ Betrayedslave_o_spike on October 5th, 2007 11:39 pm (UTC)
There are writers who write Justin as the type who would blindly go along with Brian on ANYTHING but I don't think that's IC. He's stronger and smarter than that.
Megbndjsfaghag15 on February 29th, 2008 04:56 am (UTC)
awww, brian hugging daphne and crying. i'm scared at what she'll reveal, though. >.<
still got your little death warning floating around in my mind.
and i'm not liking justin's reaction to the raw thing. god, his insecurities during this time period were horrible!
Maria: Justin gets caughtslave_o_spike on February 29th, 2008 05:42 am (UTC)
Like I said before, S2 Justin was just so insecure. I would watch that season and just want to kick Brian (the second half of S2 - not the first - I adored Brian in the first half) and hug Justin.

(no subject) - bndjsfaghag15 on February 29th, 2008 05:59 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - slave_o_spike on March 1st, 2008 04:46 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - bndjsfaghag15 on March 2nd, 2008 12:19 am (UTC) (Expand)
Coll: whatevercolleen2328 on September 4th, 2008 01:28 am (UTC)
Daphne to the rescue!
I love Daphne. We all need more Daphne. bless you fr finaly giving us Daphne.

"If it had to do with his feelings than yes, he was a liar of the first order, but it wasn't just limited to other people, it was also to himself." Soo true.

Maria: Angst BJ Fighting for usslave_o_spike on September 4th, 2008 07:27 pm (UTC)
Re: Daphne to the rescue!
Yes, Daphne, as you now know, gave Brian answers alright...

"If it had to do with his feelings than yes, he was a liar of the first order, but it wasn't just limited to other people, it was also to himself."

That was one of those lines that I like to call Maria-logic...again. :P

Thank you for getting it though. Whew!

And thank you for all the wonderful fb so far!
ex_absolutef238 on September 14th, 2008 07:11 am (UTC)
Maria: B/J ILUslave_o_spike on October 15th, 2008 01:37 am (UTC)
Yay! But, well, you know how that goes...

Or did you ever get to finish this?

I know some people had a hard time continuing on from here.

I hope you liked and THANK YOU for all the lovely fb! *hugs*